Haven
‘t update this blog for nearly 2 months!
Where have I been? I’ve been to a brand new journey, totally life changing tour! Since 9/8/2013, my beloved baby boy, Miles was born. He’s now 1 month and 2 weeks old and during these days, my world turned upside down! It’s a mess for the first few weeks, I had to endure the pain/ trauma from giving birth (actually the wound was quite deep and wide and 1500cc blood lost, scaryyy) to nurture my son, got up at midnight, lack of sleep and rest…my body was very weak…
Even though travelling all these, I am thankful to those supports from my family, my husband, and my church! Thanks God for my naturally delivery and the recovery! Without drugs, operations, it benefit to both my son and me. (I’ll tell about my experience later)
I was stressed out of being a new mom, actually am quite nervous in the first time. Always checking on him, fear of his crying would disturb other family members…every nerve in my body was so tight. And Some how my baby sense it, once I brought my baby to a craniosacral treatment, the therapist told me that baby is so connected to his mother. He can feel his mother’s emotions and this would affect him.
So I started to relax myself more, back to meditation, Yoga again, pray and let go to God! What I need is faith! Confidence!